choices. and rainbows and stuff.

when your whole life seems to boil down to one huge decision what do you do? cry? no that wouldnt be manly. when your torn 50/50 decisions of this magnitude can destroy your mind, or so i have decided, because it takes over everything and you cant think strait until you make the freaking decision! but what if you choose wrong? sure you can step back and reevaluate your options but you can only do that so many times until the final day comes for you to make your mind up and your scrambling wondering where all that time you had went......

there is still a year......12 months.......52.17 weeks.......365.24 days...........8765.81277 hours............525,948.776 minutes.............31,556,926 seconds...........but when its all over it will have felt like a split second had gone by and you are begging for just a moment longer.

cuz

dear favorite cousin,
 where have you been all my life?!?! I think I can still count the number of times we have hung out on my fingers. it saddens me much that the only time we DO hang out it is because someone is either getting married or being buried.

you better at least be coming to my wedding!!! it isn't for like a while so that should give you time to prepare. I miss you tons! tell your sister that she is a spaz and your brothers that I miss their excessive energy.

P.S. NO MORE CAR ACCIDENTS ALLOWED!!!!!

*in loving memory of Perry Houston, cant wait to see you again!*

you know who you are and you aren't reading this

to whom it may concern,

screw you. ive put up with 7 years of your crap and now you cant handle me finally telling you. what is it like knowing that your three best friends now hate you? who the heck do you hang out with?! you sit and brag about how you dont need us, im just wondering what your back up plan was? cause you still have a few months till you leave on that mission of yours, which by the way i dont think you should be going on, there should be an attitude requirement, but hey maybe you'll learn something and come back a tolerable person. have a great life. try to find some friends, it'll make the suffering easier im sure.

P.S. abby is awesome and will never talk to you again because your a "jerk face"

so.........

it has come to my attention that life without the church is......... ridiculous. so i have made up my mind to start living the way i should have been this whole time. this is not a debate. decision has been made, i dont care what you think.

I bought my first vehicle last weekend. whoo hoo. picture used without permission from Travis Lindsay.

i have a new band that i love called driftless pony club......yea sounds gay but they are pretty rad.

i love jeeps

Eternity

My love for you makes the concept of eternity look like nothing. you are the reason my heart keeps beating everyday. You are the only thing I really cant live without, who needs all those other things like food and sleep when I've got you?!!!! I love you more than this blog or the other people reading this can handle.

yours forever,
Justin

to whom it may concern

you all just brighten my day, you dont even know how much! thanks for being so awesome!!!