life in a fish bowl

Well we are engaged now and the world hasn't stopped spinning, the sun still comes up in the east every morning, and dirt probably still tastes like dirt. I'm not saying that I thought everything was going to change.....I just thought maybe something really cool would happen to mark the official engagement, maybe i'll take the revolt in Libya as our fault.

I have been away from my blog for a while, mostly because I've been getting engaged and job hunting, and I must say that I have missed it. Even though no one reads this blog its nice to be able to put all this fun information out here just in case some one has the sudden desire to know me.

HUZZAH

This one goes out to the one I love

Dear Ariel,

Ill be honest, I never would have thought that the cute little crazy girl in my health class would be the one to whom I would give my heart, life, and undying love and devotion forever. I have never had a love for anything or anyone this deep before. I didn't know it was possible to love someone this much, and it keeps growing!! I love you twice as much as I did when we first decided to get married!! and I know that in a year this love will have doubled again. Im sure it will keep going this way too :) as we spend our lives together our love will just get better and better, stronger and more intense.

I wish there was some way I could describe the way I really feel about you! tell you just how much I love you! but alas there just are no words or phrases in any language that could even begin to scratch the surface. 

I am ready and willing to do anything that will make your life better or easier. I want you to have the life you've always wanted, to live your dreams, and to just be happy all the time. I hope that I will be able to do some of this for you by marrying you.

Things are going to just get harder once we are married, my dad and others have made that quite clear after hearing all their stories. Im a little nervous to jump out there to take the world on but I know that everything will turn out fine because in the end I will always have you and you will always have me. together we will be able to do anything because we have an amazing love and it will outdo challenge that comes our way.

lastly, I just want you to know that you are the most beautiful girl I know, and every day I feel sooo lucky to be yours! When we are together I cant help but smile and stare at your beautiful face. you literally take my breath away, which I know is just another physical sign of just how much I love you!!! I cant wait to marry you Ariel!

Yours forever,
Justin

love, why must you be so insane?!

I love you Ariel! and eventually we will be together forever!!!! we will make it.

when the fish whistles on the mountain.

complicated things are easy to overreact to......until a few hours afterwards when you realize how silly you were for freaking out so much.

I very much miss the wonderful texture of cottage cheese.

congealed huh? interesting.

I am a third part of something much bigger and awesomer than myself

my body feels like a roller coaster ride went wrong.....on top of me.

goodnight and i love you my sweet little lemon drops. join us next time as we continue our very important work

heart.....rephrase yourself!

step step step...THUD


.....yup...never seen that before.

dear body,
cant you just do what you were designed to do? leave my mind to do all the retarded stuff.

regretfully stuck with you,
Justin

Dear Cassidy, You are an amazing person!!! I am so glad we are friends, lets be friends for life ok? Ok! It is apparent you have a lot pushing down on you, I wish I could take it all for you!! You are always happy when ever we are hanging out……….maybe we should just pretend we are Siamese twins and just never leave each other so you wont have to ever be alone again! If you ever are feeling alone just remember that I am always thinking of you and im always worried about you! lets hang out a lot ok?

Justin lindsay was born in Kyiv, Ukraine on december 21st, 2012. He has been interested in writing best sellers for about five days now. he likes to play bag pipes and loves banana chips. he was in a number of hit bands such as Boz Nation, 116, and Conspiracy from the Left. If you are reading this book then you probably already know that E does not equal MC² and alternate realities are fake. Justin likes cats and cows. He loves camping and learning survival techniques.

 .إذا كنت تعتقد أنه صحيح ثم التشبث به.

copyright for the book im writing

© 2010 by the author of this book Justin R. Lindsay.  The book author retains sole copyright to his contributions to this book. the ideas portrayed in this book are those of the author and should in no way be considered doctrine, or by any stretch of the imagination, inspired. most of these writing were made while the author was under the influence of insomnia, but he does not encourage lack of sleep. the author does however encourage the idea of writing while totally out of your mind, because he feels it is much safer than driving. thank you, come again.

frustration.

it can easily consume you.

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nostalgia

Why must we always look back with longing for what we had? Wouldn't it be better to accept what happened and change what is going to happen?.........I am very guilty of this crime.

there were so many plans I had made for the future, I was going to be a career soldier who spent his free time traveling the country with nothing but a fast bike, leather jacket, and a backpack. I was going to do something with my music, my painting, my writing, photography, building, cooking. learn as many languages as I possibly could, and use them regularly. start my own business, a recording studio/instrument repair shop. visit Scotland, Russia, Afghanistan.  I was going to become a pilot and own  my own plane. own a cabin in alaska......etc

 I was never going to get married, probably not even be in a serious relationship, for her sake who ever she would have been. I hated the idea of love because it had no place for me, so I was going to make no place for it in return. I was going to be attached to no one and no place. just go where ever the next job took me or the next highway. Basically the dream life of a lot of people I think.

that has changed though, while I do still plan on the fast bike and leather jacket. Hopefully still be able to do the army career. I can still do something with my music, art, and writing. I can still travel the world.......I just wont be alone anymore, which I now realize would have driven me to udder madness. I will now have a constant companion and that is all I need. If none of this could come to pass but one I would have you Ariel, and nothing else. I hope you will be able to put up with my excessively free spirit and sometimes spontaneous actions.

Now we can make plans together. we can live everyday together like we just fell in love. 20 years from now people who meet us will think we are newlyweds.

I love you Ariel and that is all I need to know. thank you for making life so amazing.

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